You seem normal to me.
For me, I don't mind people out guarding stuff against rioters at all. Kyle was too green to be out there that night. I disagree with the stance that we should be encouraging teens at his age to be out A lot of people who would be drawn out like that don't have the discipline, and frankly, not fully mentally developed adults. Our culture is not producing disciplined stable individuals and a lot of young males are playing catch up in their late teens and early 20s or are lost and angry. Not in a healthy mental state. I do disagree with the folks who say that even if the police aren't doing anything everybody should just stand back and let everything burn though.