@runner2
Well it looks like I’ll have to now, if the latest announcement from Twiface is anything to go on. I’ll have to take over doing the organising dates and collecting submissions unless he decides to return.
So…back on the team for me I guess? <:P
@Hericks
That’s basically the conclusion we arrived at in August. <:P
I had this very ambitious idea, I admit. Too ambitious within the time left remaining in the year for sure, and frankly it seems like many people didn’t want to abide the restrictions that my vision imposed on it.
The collab event is supposed to be for the whole booru, so I officially abandoned the idea of a theme to this collab. Of course I’ve been off the team so I don’t know if the rest of them have yet.
My proposed compromise is that I organise a separate event - starting in January of each year - for a large group art piece that anyone in the booru can choose to submit their characters to - kind of like the collab, except I’d also allow people to add canon characters if they were willing to pay for them, and there would be a loose dress code to each one, so everyone stays on theme.
By making this a separate event, it means no-one has to worry about this replacing the collab, that can just continue on as it has every other year. ^^
Right, now then: the big one. Left for the bottom of the post so everyone else here can just tl;dr if they’d prefer.
@Twiface
There’s a
reason I’m having trouble believing you, it’s because
I’ve heard it all before and yet the snipes keep on happening.
If I’m wrong about you: Fine. Prove me wrong by learning something from this incident and don’t do it again. I’m not asking the world of you, I’m literally just asking you to Stop. Pushing. This. Bullshit. Story.
You were IN the volunteer chats, you know what happened. Tempers got fiery when we were all arguing due to the confusion regarding the poor planning, but then after we all ended up on the same page, tempers cooled down.
It was AFTER we all came to an agreement on what we needed the collab to be, and with cooler heads that I made the decision to resign, due entirely to the fact that I was no longer doing the only job I had been left with. The badge has to mean something if we want to wear it, otherwise why not give every user who asks a Public Relations tag? Fuck, let’s give Anon the badge if it’s so worthless that people who literally aren’t contributing at all are allowed to wear it!
I did NOT leave in a huff because people didn’t like my idea, I did NOT disavow the booru on anyone on it, I did NOT forsake the booru entirely or went anywhere. I just stopped showing up in the volunteer chat because it wasn’t my business anymore. I’ve never been the most frequent poster here anyway, especially not with all the shit I’ve been dealing with in my life lately. I just don’t have time for cartoon ponies all day.
And finally I did NOT force or otherwise convince N0KKUN to stop working on our fancy custom background - the one I was paying for entirely out of my own pocket mind, it’s not like anyone else here lost money over it - out of pettiness and spite. He didn’t want to make it, I had to basically drag him for co-operation as far as I did. What can I say, he just wasn’t as keen on the workload as I was in seeing the vision brought to life.
I could probably still get him to make a much more simple background for us, but the planned casino image with a bistro, slot machines, stage, balcony, etc. nope…no he was eager to stop work on that and I can’t make him take it up again.
So stop claiming I did any of that. Stop giving affirmation to people claiming I did that. It’s one thing when AnonTroll says it, it’s another when you - who was a fellow volunteer at the time and in constant communication with me - makes the same claim. I cannot see why you don’t seem to understand that, and since I never really got the impression that you were clueless or a blithering moron about social situations, I can only assume you’re doing this on purpose. Which would mean your behaviour is unfavorably comparable to DB staff, and hence my trust issues towards you.
It is slanderous and damaging to my reputation as someone who can be relied upon to organise a community art piece and I was sincerely trying my damn best to get this all to work. Now half the users on the booru think I stormed off in anger because of a petty spat, and the other half think I actively sabotaged it by “taking” the artist who was making our background for us away.
And also there are some Anons who are just trying to start shit, but hey, Sun shines, grass is green, water is wet, anons need better things to do with their precious-and-finite time, what else is new?
I don’t like to hold onto anger or hate anymore, I did that for so any years and it was poisonous to me. I’d just prefer to forgive and move on, (I don’t even bother responding to Urban these days and that man is the puss-filled blister of the PB forums that just will not pop) but I do feel the need to stress that regardless of when I’m ready to let go of my anger, I cannot trust you to act in good faith towards me and it is entirely because of how you’ve been talking to and about me in relation to this project.
If I’m wrong to think that then fine: Prove me wrong. But the onus for that is on you, I can’t make you snipping at me like this.
If this whole thing is sincerely just you putting your foot in your mouth time and time again, then just remember this rule: any claim you make about a fellow volunteer has significantly more weight then anyone else doing so, since you were part of the chat. And people these days generally have a negativity bias, so they’re more likely to believe a flaw or negative about someone then a positive, at the slightest suggestion of “supporting evidence”.
That’s why you get to bare the brunt of the anger when you state or affirm untrue things, while Anon is barely acknowledged.
Anon’s word means nothing, the same cannot be said for Yours. As someone who wanted to claim the unofficial title as our leader, you should have that very basic principle of leadership nailed down.