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You know, my folks once told me high school will get better as the years go by.  
Well, I don’t know where I’m going with this.  
I’m not doing so well.  
I’ve been feeling down, ever since I started my Junior year, if not earlier.  
Maybe it’s because I’m becoming more and more lazy and everything seems too much for my capability.  
Maybe it’s because the winter weather is affecting my mood.  
Maybe it’s because the stress of school and the pressure of planning my future and career has started to weigh me down, causing things to get increasingly overwhelming.  
Maybe it’s because I’m being constantly demotivated due to having huge numbers yet little activity from both my watchers and myself.  
Either way, I couldn’t ignore it any longer.  
I guess I’ve just accepted that I won’t be a big name in any community on the Internet, that I’ll forever be an “unrecognized talent” running on rotting accounts.  
That I’ll just be nobody special.  
And, in a way, I guess I really am not.  
My drawing and crafting skills?  
Those are all I have now, have had since I was a kid, and most likely continue to have until the day I die.  
I’m just a teen doing something slightly advanced with things I did when I was little.  
Nothing special.  
The only time I ever feel relaxed and not the urge to cry, is when I’m asleep.