Whelp. Any of ya missed me?

Did this sort of both a warm up because gOD it’s been so long since I last drew something that my hands lowkey went numb while doing this, and also to post it as a more visual thing to let you guys know that I AM BACK. Well. For the time being (I just mean this bc I’m currently on recess from college so I have about a lil more time than usuall for the next month I guess.

As a follow-up to a couple of my most recent status updates, gonna just elaborate a quick “life update” here on the description

So, I basically ended up drifting away from dA for a while due to multiple different circunstances; college, mental health and physical health problems, and the sort. You all already know I’ve been going downhill ever since the pandemic but things kinda got a little worse for me lately, but most specifically regarding my free time… that had pretty much been reduced to none c’:

I’ve been on a mental health rollercoaster ever since last year, when I was diagnosed with panic disorder, so I’ve been in and out of doctors, psychiatrists and psychologists and I guess I could say I am… fairly stable lately? I’m working with a neuropsychologist over a specific diagnosis over something but that’s for another day, but I guess I haven’t been as bad as I have been before, huh?

A couple of you also know I fractured an ankle a couple of weeks ago, and had been stuck on a wheelchair for nearly two months. Fortunately, I got word from the doctor last week and I am “free” to walk now. Aparently my bones regenerated but let me tell you the muscles still hurt like a bitch >:’ ) I guess it’s because of the “damage” from the fall (I fractured it when I twisted my ankle and apparently it hit hard on the ground when I fell, y’all should have seen how bruised my foot was god) and since my ankle had been imobilized for a month and tree weeks I guess it’s just my muscles getting used to motion again. I’ll need a couple of physiotherapy sessions, but so far things seem to be going smoothly (at least as smooth as they can be I guess).

Anyway, from today on I’ll probably be more active here, and by that I mean working on my miles long list of owed work (prizes, commissions, grid adopts, customs and etc). I am on a though spot right now, money wise, so I might alternate between those and maybe loose adopts (don’t wanna take commissions and compromise to more work than I already have) so I can save up a bit, specially regarding the psychiatry stuff, and for a couple tests and exams I’ll have to pay considering the diagnosis I was talking about. But anyway. I am sorry for how long you all have been waiting for and I hope you can still be patient with me.

-Azure