So I guess it’s my online coming out as a transgender person. Though some LGBTQ+ specialists would call me a non-binary, a genderfluid or use even more accurate name, I don’t like creating a ton of words for describing people who don’t identify fully with their biological gender. And I really like this blue-pink-white flag - for me they are a symbol of my male-female duality. And it happened that they’re my favorite colors too.
 
Since I remember I’ve always thought that I would fit better being a girl. I tried to fight this thoughts for many years telling myself that it’s just wrong, but they always came back. Heck, I’ve started watching ponies during one of my, so called, “identity crises”, where those thoughts were really intense. But I guess I’m now old enough to say to myself, that this is a fight already lost from the beginning and femininity is a part of my nature no less significant than masculinity, which is something I must simply learn to live with and accept it.
 
This drawing is a part of my learn-to-accept process. Blue Scroll is my ponysona whom I highly identify with so maybe seeing his (or her?) confidence about gender identity such process will be simpler? But he won’t change drastically - there’s already a female version of him, and I think, that your biological gender is something you can’t fully rid off.
 
The picture of Blue Scroll was drawn by Wolfpaintruth, and though it was a mass-produced YCH, it really resonates with me. My part is the background - equestrian transgender pride flag, which I will upload separately for all of transgender bronies, especially those, who like me, struggles with their gender identity.