So no, this isnt in my headcannon for my OC, but rather a piece I had done for me as a person. A few years back I was in the same position Forest is here, and though I have managed to overcome and do better in life, it left many scars. But during this time, I had never felt so lost, alone, and very very scared. This piece helped me show and explain to others a bit of my feelings when I was going through that period, as well as help me express, even if it was simply the idea and not the actual art, of the time.  
Thanks to the amazing xSidera for the art.