Art by AquaSongMLP1
 
“Some nights you lie, some nights you don’t, but they all feel the same. Sometimes you wish you could turn to stone, and be perfect always. I, I, I, can’t feel like this no more, in a crowd alone because no one wants to know you do they, don’t they? Right here but no one’s watching…” - Andy Black, Homecoming King
 
So, on Wednesday, I got really stressed, angry, and depressed. I cried most off that afternoon. Then I cried the next morning. I will not reveal why, since it’s too personal.
 
But, I listened to some of the angriest music that day. And some of the saddest. I was so angry and sad at the same time. I would listen to “The House of Wolves” by Bring Me The Horizon and then “Better Off Dead” by Sleeping With Sirens.
 
I was just so…I don’t know. The anger and depression drove me to relapse. I feel so bad. I want to get better and talk to someone, but I can’t even trust my guidance counselor anymore.
 
Anyways, I’m doing a lot better. Everything has gotten better. I’m still recovering and stuff. Everything’s good, doe.
 
Enjoy!
 
(Btw, I worked a lot on humans yesterday so EXPECT DAT.)