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Arion: carries Amber into their hotel room Here we are milady kisses her nose
Amber: kisses him back
Arion: sets her on their bed
Amber: tenses up
Arion: I’m gonna take a shower. Be right back my beautiful, beautiful wife
Amber: nods
Arion: goes to the shower
Amber: sighs Nnnnnnngh I’m an idiot. C’mon Amber, this is fine. You’re fine. He’s your husband now. You trust him! He’s gentle and sweet…… and everything! I should be able to do this with him. It’s gonna happen eventually……..
Arion: steps out of the bathroom and sees Amber Oh hello~
Amber: standing uncomfortably
Arion: …………….. you okay? Chilly?
Amber: I……. I….
Arion: Hm? You alright? You don’t looks so good cups her cheek
Amber: IS THIS WHEN WE DO SEX
Arion: Woah, um……. wow chuckles No
Amber: W-wha? Why?
Arion: Because you look extremely uncomfortable and horrified
Amber: But it’s our wedding night a-aren’t we supposed to
Arion: Only when you’re ready.
Amber: O-oh
Arion: This night is our first night as a married couple. It should be spent doing something we both want to do. ‘Kay?
Amber: nods
Arion: So what do you wanna do?
Amber: ……… can we just…….. cuddle…. and talk…..o-or something?
Arion: Sounds great to me grabs Amber’s hand and leads her to the bed So. What would you like to talk about
Amber: I-I dunno…..
Arion: How about Angel? I know you were spending plenty time with her at the wedding. Was she having fun?
Amber: begins grinning Oh she had the best time. We don’t go to or have many big gatherings. This was a treat for her.
Arion: That’s good to hear
Amber: And she’s really looking forward to having a father. She loves you so much you know
Arion: Yeah?
Amber: nods Hot Head and Lucky are always there for her but…. she sees them as brothers kind of. You’re like a real dad to her. Showering her with love, teaching her right from wrong….. everything. I didn’t know that dads did that kind of thing. I mean kinda but my dad was never around and
Arion: I understand pulls Amber closer
Amber: smiles but then her face drops
Arion: What’s up?
Amber: I’m sorry I’m so scared to…….. y’know
Arion: It’s fine. I’ll wait as long as you need.
Amber: I just… I’m terrified to give myself to someone. Y-you know this. I know I should be able to trust you. I mean I trust you more than anyone and I WANT to trust you completely but I… I’m scared that if I let my guard down, you won’t be there when I wake up. It’s been a reoccurring nightmare for me.
Arion: Well, I know it might not mean much but for what it’s worth I absolutely promise I’d never do that to you
Amber: nods
Arion: gently caresses Amber’s eyebrows with this thumb Alright, next question.
Amber: Mmhmmm~
Arion: What are you looking forward to the most in this marriage?
Amber: Umm…. you first
Arion: Alright. Well, I’m looking forward to having nights like these every night. And getting to spend more time with Angel.
Amber: I like that answer
Arion: smirks Your turn
Amber: Well…… I’m looking forward to having someone to really rely on. I’ve never had that before. And I’m really excited to start a family with you.
Arion: We already are one
Amber: Y-yeah but….. I wanna have a baby too…..
Arion: I know. You’d totally be one of those women who look super cute when they’re pregnant.
Amber: giggles You think so?
Arion: I know so rubs her belly
Amber: sighs and smiles Can’t wait…….
Arion: kisses Amber’s forehead
Amber: Arion………………… I-I’m ready.
Arion: For…….?
Amber: Ummm….
Arion: ……Oh! Heh, well… you sure?
Amber: nods
Arion: chuckles You gotta relax first
Amber: takes a deep breath
Arion: There you go kisses Amber
Amber: Mmmmmmmm
Arion: breaks the kiss You trust me?
Amber: Yes
Amber: groans as she opens her eyes
Arion: gets out of the bed
Amber: thinking nononono………
Arion: heads for the bathroom
Amber: thinking please come back…..
Arion: shuts the door
Amber: quickly sits up A-Arion? notices the bathroom light O-oh, he just went to the bathroom…. sighs in relief
Arion: comes out of the bathroom Oh, Amber, you’re up
Amber: Hi
Arion: How you feelin’
Amber: I-I’m fine. Why?
Arion: chuckles You totally passed out.
Amber: I DID???
Arion: Yep. Guess you overexerted yourself hops back in bed with Amber
Amber: groans and covers face That’s so embarassing
Arion: Do you remember anything?
Amber: I….. yeah. But I don’t remember passing out giggles
Arion: chuckles Well, what’d you think?
Amber: It felt really nice leans on Arion Kinda sore but….. yeah. I’m glad I could experience that with you.
Arion: Me too.
Amber: Um…….. can we do it again? Or is that weird? I-I don’t really know…
Arion: We can chuckles Try not to pass out this time, yeah?
Amber: shoves Arion Stooooop
Despite how others see her and how she acts, Amber is actually quite scared of getting extremely intimate when she’s not in control and will freeze up when put in that kind of situation