“i dont want to live like this, lord. i dont want to live at all. i dont want to make this face anymore, but if i dont, thats all. i dont want to live like this anymore. i dont want to live at all. i dont want to make this face anymore, but if i dont, that’s all. i dont love. i dont feel anything. i dont feel anything where this love should be i dont want to feel this anymore but if i dont, thats fake. i dont want to do this anymore, but theres nothing else to take. i dont love. i dont feel anything. i dont feel anything where this love should be.”