*Riley uses plasmid “Burning” (Bioshock)
*I want to apologize for the previous post in which I said I had to leave:
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I thought for a long time about the post I wrote, is this really the end, do I want to lose everything I created and those I love and realized that I don’t want it.I wrote those words in a rush of emotions, I was very scared, my mind was occupied only with fear and despair.I understand that communicating with classmates made me a psychopath, but it seems to me that everything can be fixed, once I was treated and after it I got better, the problem was that a psychologist left the hospital who would help me adapt after the shocks.It can be said that my brain was half cured, the pills helped me forget some things, but all the pain and anger went deep into my mind and after what happened to me in college, everything I tried to forget woke up.And I was afraid that I would be able to harm those I love, because my condition had changed.I thought that I had forever lost the peace in which I was happy when I could sincerely communicate and draw, but over time I calmed down and saw that the desire to create did not leave me, which means that I have hope.I want to return to Derpibooru to a life that makes me happy!