Prettenting (V)  
i cant handle that anymore..  
everytime i think im getting close to people..that im getting better and not feeling so bad  
something breaks me  
showing that people are just pretending  
that i have to keep everything up so that it wont get more hurt  
but its slowy falling apart ican see it  
I am falling apart  
but i cant do anything about it  
no one does  
no one ever did  
im sorry for this vent..i just had to let things out  
im really not feeling well latelly  
im way too stressed and with no motivation plus feeling really down and waymore shy and quiet than i normally am  
i hope thats just a phase but i will try to stay bright til’ the end