on a less theatrical note i have found it difficult to accept that I have come to really like the saucier side of ponies. no matter how you cut it its… peculiar, out of the norm. when I first found ponies it was not something i liked. but slowly, little by little I have come to this point.
up to a couple weeks ago i never thought i was going to do lewd art, but someone made a lewd request, and for some reason I accepted. now, the seal has been broken, and there is no going back. Ive already got a couple more pictures in the works. part of me feels liberated and relieved, but the other part still bears those niggling doubts and judgements, only harsher because that shame now out in the open.
I am sure Im not the only one who feels conflicted about such things.