Vent Thread

@Acres  
Nobody tell Cruella. I hear she’s come around again recently. Probably looking for an Acres skin coat.

Fuck I forgot how weird alcohol feels. Not sure I like hot ears.

It never stops. Snowing again. Now I know why the people who live in the arctic wastelands the soycialists love so much are always killing themselves, because it’s starting to look like a good idea.

I am exhausted. Had a long walk today, and held a long DnD session. Even though I still have ~4 hours left in my day, I really don’t know what I could do since I just don’t have the energy for anything x.x

@Sapphie  
When I’m exhausted and have some time I watch YouTube videos.

@Dex Stewart  
I don’t even have the energy for that right now. I tend to do it as well sometimes, but now I’m just dead inside

@Sapphie  
Nap. Or do a Jigsaw.

@Sapphie  
I suggest you to keep some cup puddings in your fridge and eat one whenever you are feeling tired.  
Usually, chocolate pudding helps.

@UrbanMysticDee  
The ground here is so saturated from hours of rain every day for over a week that it’s no longer going down. It just sits there now. About 80% of our yard is under two inches of water, and the rest can’t even be called mud, it’s so thin and runny.
 
@Sapphie  
Was the session that bad?

The weather is making the internet cut on and off every few minutes. About a mile away is a thing on the power lines that looks like a large can. Water gets in it and disrupts the connection. No matter how many times you yell at Verizon over a decade or so they do nothing about it.

Ugh DA is down again.
 
@UrbanMysticDee  
Wow that sucks.

I am exhausted because Texas, but I can’t say I am that bad off in the grand scheme. At least I have power back and never lost water.
 
@UrbanMysticDee  
If you were in Texas, in my experience, the second snow was the best snow to play in. So soft and fluffy, yet everyone didn’t because they were so done with it all, understandably considering how the week went.
 
@Acres  
You can make it. I have full confidence in you.
 
@FeatherTrap  
It’s funny, for Zecora’s rhymes I always found sublime.

@Officer Hotpants  
Nah, it’s just that GMing is energy consuming for as ADHD introvert like me. I basically have to actively listen and think for 4+ hours. When I do dnd as a player, I end up zoning out from time to time, which means I don’t get nearly as exhausted.
 
 
@Color Anon  
Knowing me I’ll just eat it whenever, since I have zero self control when it comes to food haha
 
@Havoc
 
That’s the weird thing, I wasn’t sleepy, just exhausted. Ended up going to bed at my usual time though

@Sapphie  
You play online or in person? I’ve always figured that DMing online would be an absolute slog.

@Officer Hotpants  
Online.  
I always figured DMing in person would be a huge pain in the ass

@Sapphie  
I’ve never done it (or played at all, actually) myself. I just based that on the combination of communication lag while managing multiple people and staring at a screen for hours.

Came all the way up to the hospital to visit mom only to find out that since dad was the first visitor he’s the only visitor allowed the entire time she’s there because of muh wu-flu

@Officer Hotpants  
Well…  

I’m getting increasingly worried/sad about the fact I’m not close to anybody. I have no problem making friends, but I can’t seem to get anything really meaningful. Even in my relationships, I always ended up having it feel hollow. Like, sure, I get along with the people I consider friends, but it doesn’t feel like there’s anything more.  
My relationships were basically that, but with the idea that “romance good, therefore I want romance”.  
I actually dumped my partner for that reason; it felt like I was staying with them just to stay with them. It was empty commitment.  
My friendships are more like, empty fun. I like hanging out with them and all, but I’m not sure I care about them all that much.  
Feels like I can’t get myself to properly care for people or get really that close. Maybe I’m wrong and I’d be devastated if they were gone one day, but I can’t tell.  
Somewhere along the line I started thinking of people as replaceable. I was abandonned by quite a few friends, so I guess I eventually got used to meeting new people to forget the old ones.  
On top of that, there’s someone I’ve gotten just fascinated/infatuated with. I can’t tell if I’m genuinely interested in them or if I just convinced myself of it.  
I really don’t know where I’m going with this, I just wanted to get it off my chest somewhere I can be anon

I’m so sick of hearing all these people crying about Gina Carano getting kicked off Mandalorian.  
She said stupid shit,she kept saying stupid shit,so now she’s gone.  
It’s not like she was even that great a character in the show anyway.  
Oh,yeah,I forgot,here’s the updated version:  
I’m so sick of hearing all these people crying about Gina Carano getting kicked off Mandalorian.  
Beep said stupid shit,beep kept saying stupid shit,so now beep’s gone.  
It’s not like boop was even that great a character in the show anyway.

My Dad had me help him get a freezer off the back of his truck. While I was getting ready he made his deer head fall off the wall.

@coolmaster43232  
I hate moving fridges/freezers. You could put industrial lube all over an ice rink and the damn things still wouldn’t hardly budge.

@EverfreeEmergencies  
Put them on boards lol.
 
@coolmaster43232  
Look out for an assassin hiding behind the wall!

@EverfreeEmergencies  
My Dad only need to get on trolley that he has then brought it downstairs.
 
@Barhandar  
Lol! I’m just glad it was on the other side of the living room.

@Dex Stewart  
I literally can’t tell if you’re being serious or not right now.